Friday 24 May 2013

感触

最近很忙很忙
很忙实习,很忙上班,也很忙看戏

‘我可能不会爱上你’

很多东西,不想讲的太明白
说穿了..没意思了
看着这部戏..好像看到了自己
相同的角色..不过是不一样的剧情

我没有女主角那样的坚强
至少..我是依赖家里的
她扛着那个家...而我选择让这个家保护我

相同的性格,典型的狮子座
光鲜亮丽的外表下..有再多的称赞赞赏
真正一句话不说都能明白的朋友..又有谁

我们最大的差别
你只是曾经,也只会是曾经
她的友情..是交往了也不会改变的

她的或许不是纯友谊
我却相信纯友谊,而你也不相信

我羡慕她...懂她的那个一直懂她
懂我的那个..是个曾经

整个故事,感触我的不是最后爱情的结局
而是那段友情
把这个故事爱情的部分删掉..再做点修改
那会是我们的故事

没错..我也应该学会当配角
可是..这就是我

我就是自私吧
现在的我..不想找我故事的主角..我想找一个配角
有时候..   好朋友    真的是一个奢望

Physio Placement-Outpatient

Yes, I have a really nice placement in a community hospital!
It is a brilliant working place and I've done for 4 weeks.
Still have another week to go!
I really want to say love my team and educator
I appreciate that I've got this placement and I've learnt a lot from them

During this placement, I found that this is want I really want to do
Can't tell how amazing it has been through

I will remember our lovely time that we've spend together!
Great tea time, lunch time, retirement party!
Yeah, it was 4 generation of team lead in that party
although I don't know anybody there but I was appreciated and happy
It is a new beginning for the lovely retired lady
However, it is a new journey for me

Suddenly I thought, Well, this is life...What an amazing life for us
I really enjoyed what I'm doing and I never forget to share everything with my family
Hundred, thousand, million thank you for my family
Thanks for their love, support and be with me

In this placement, I feel I want to learn more! I want to do more!
There is no an ending since I've made this choice
Just keep going and enjoy the view:)

I love my world, and everybody who has been with me <3 p="">

Thursday 4 April 2013

Preparing for exam

Yeah, it is another time I realized that I am not little J anymore
I am a student in university and I am 18 years old
It is a sign that I have to care and look after myself
 
I miss the time I was at home
Mum and dad looked after me and cared of me
I know that they still looking after me and love me, but it is not the same anymore
I am not beside them and we can only speak via Skype or phone
My mum didn't shout at me since I came here
I know it is weird to say that but I kinda miss that
 
Everybody is going back home during Easter but I have to stay alone
This makes me feel homesick
If I were at home, my dad would bring me out and ask me to take a rest
If I were at home, my mum would make me some favourite foods
If I were at home, I could make a big mess on the floor with loads of books
If I were at home, my mum would shout at me and ask me to keep the dining room neat and tidy
If I were at home, I could chat and make jokes with my dad
 
Sometimes I feel I shouldn't make the choice to study in the UK
Although I knew if I had another chance to choose, I would make the same decision
 
I miss the time I was in Cambridge
The house warden looked after me and the friends that used to stay beside me
And I had a roommate which made me felt I had someone here
 
At Carlisle, the university
I have forced myself to do some revision everyday
and I couldn't believe that I have started my revision a month before the exams
This is not J, because she always do things in last minute
Although a month before is not too early but at least it is not last last minute
I should really be proud of meself
 
Of course, there are some reasons for me to keep going
I would feel really bad and sad if I need to take the re assessment in summer
That means I would have only two months to stay at home
I might loss the chance to go Taiwan with my family
And it would cost more for the air tickets
 
To be honest, this gives me more effort to keep going
There is only a thing is important for me, for NOW
TIME to spend with my family
 
I love you mum and dad, and my favourite sister:))))

Wednesday 13 March 2013

Chicken and cake

Last night was watching horrow movie with Fi and Becca until 3.00 am!!
And woke up at 1.00pm this 'morning':)
I went to Sainbury with Maram for 20-30 mins walk!!
I've spend 40++ on groccery and have bought a whole chicken
It is the first time I roasted the chicken in my life,ha!
 
1. Wash and clean the chicken
2. Put the butter on the tray and the chicken
3. Cut the lemon and put it in the chicken 'stomoch',(from the hole.XD)
4.Add some salt, black pepper, chicken herb and spice
 
5. Put the chicken into oven with 180'C for 1 hour
 
6. nomnom!! Chicken is ready to eat!
 
I have helped Maram to bake a cake as well! Pigs are in the chocolate bath!not mud!!!!:)
Kit Kat Chocolate cake:)
Lack of Kit Kat=.=
Today is a happy and meaningful day:)
Have a great conversation with a friend too!!
 
 

Monday 11 March 2013

Tiring Monday

Is Monday again!
It is a tiring day for me:(
We are learning trunk for this semester and have gone through the Lumbar part last week!

 
Is not the first time I did last minute work:(
Just started my revision for 2 hours before went to the tutorial!

Every morning I tell myself go to bed early and do not stay late
But I always fail!!
Couldn't get any message during lecture and not even understand what my lecturer was talking about

Tiring day:((
Have to go to work in 20 mins until late night
Alright, work until 10pm is really late for me!haha
I wish I was at home, and just stay with my family:)
Love them and miss them so much:))
Home sweet home
Always the place to fully charge myself, and prepare for the next day:) 

Saturday 9 March 2013

I love my room sooo much !!

Lovely bedding makes my week!!:)
 
 
 

I've tidied up my room as well!! My room is neat and tidy now:))




Stroke Club

I have been volunteering in the Stroke Club since 5th Feb 2013.
I've enjoyed it more then I though!
It is a lovely place for me to meet new people
Although most of them are quite elderly but I found it is easier to communicate with them
I take care and look after them as my grandparent!
I hope my grandparent are well too!

The first time I played BINGO, and the first time I had Pie and Peas!
It was a lovely night. I'm happy too when I saw they were happy and enjoyed!
What I can say is ' they are lovely and amazing people'